Tears like raindrops fall....and I am tired of crying myself to sleep. I am so tired of being so tired. I am struggling and wrestling with myself and my emotions to accept God's will. I feel like Jacob, wrestling with the angel... and i may too walk with a limp. The past 9 months have been surreal... thing after thing, wave after wave like a constant storm. I sat and considered it all the other day - a mistake I came to realize. Major blows to my tender world came with force and frequency and leave me now feeling quite LOST. Family - friends - job changes - health issues - LOSS in some form or fashion in each of these areas - overwhelming is the understatement of the day.
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